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originally i was gonna be keeping it a secret but i do kind of miss some of my most active watchers and some of my friends. may not be that active on it so beware
Update!
so its like 3:45am and i have class tomorrow lmao i need to be up at 11am but im not tired at all and have a really bad sunburn on my legs.
Anyways long time no see. wanted to come back and say a few things before i probably leave for another year or two :0. a little update on what i have been doing for the past year or so.
ive been doing a lot with life. Back in march of 2017, My dog ran away and - along with various circumstances including a lot of stress, anxiety, depression, and sleep deprivation - i fell into a psychological spiral. i broke down finally and pretty much said fuck the world, fuck school, fuck my art, fuck trying
Final Entry
wow that sounds really dramatic.
anyways yes this is gonna be very very likely my last journal entry here on Deviantart.
I thought i could continue being active here and other places of social media in order to expand on my career as an artist but its occurred to me that this website has not only quite possibly caused my artistic ability to decline but also caused me stress and some bad memories over the years.
this site was fun while i was very young and still eager to make a living drawing and the like but its just not for me.
ive always seen DA as somewhat of a place for socializing rather than progressing and to be honest, ive met a
hmm.
hey guys just kinda wanted to say im still here and a few other things
so for one, sorry for the lack of art output. a lot of my artwork is posted on my instagram, and even then its just sketches from my sketchbooks. a majority of my free time now is either spent 1. playing games or 2. getting dragged into league with my friends. idk i just dont feel like posting a single sketch instead of something finished
Also college has been really ... taking a toll on me. and it still will. i come home very tired and im not doing to well in classes despite them being fun and easy. ive become a little more cynical but also a little more understanding o
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